Worst feeling ever. Bruises &headaches. Not sure how I woke up today. Not sure of anything right now. I woke up, feeling like shit, couldn't remember anything... all I had for a memory of last night was a voicemail on my phone from Ray saying he ws at my house, but I must be sleeping, so he was going to go... &a CD sitting beside my bed. I think he might have given it to me when he dropped me off after work, but I can't remember.
Godddddddddd.... at least when I was fucked up all the time, I had a reason for these type of things.