[jasmine emery] (bluepunkrock) wrote,
[jasmine emery]

I don't know what to say. I highly doubt anyone reads this anymore anyway. I feel so empty... in a good way... &in a bad way. Sometimes I just want to scream &never stop. 

I get myself in situations, let myself feel things I shouldn't let myself feel.

Sometimes I scare myself so fucking much. I want to be different. I can honestly say I do. But I don't think I can do it. I don't want to think about my future, because it's the most terrifying thing I can do. 

How do some people have themselves so together? Why &how did I get so fucked up?

How do you do it, make me feel like I do?
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