I get myself in situations, let myself feel things I shouldn't let myself feel.
Sometimes I scare myself so fucking much. I want to be different. I can honestly say I do. But I don't think I can do it. I don't want to think about my future, because it's the most terrifying thing I can do.
How do some people have themselves so together? Why &how did I get so fucked up?
How do you do it, make me feel like I do?